Scared

I am trying to not freak out. I am now officially employed. I am scared. Scared about sending Lilly to daycare. Scared about driving to Jeff City. Scared about being out of town for the boys. Scared about the strains this may cause our marriage. Scared about working again. Scared about it not working out. Scared. I am sure I will get past this feeling. I am sure I will get to the excited phase. I guess excitement is a "lagging indicator".

I need to go buy "work clothes". I have oodles of dress clothes but I like to have a lot!!! Maybe "need" isn't the right word. I want to go buy work clothes. I have leftover Christmas gift cards. Going to use them today.

The other day Lilly "painted" her toenails w/ a dry erase marker. She also tried to use it as a mascara wand because there was marker all around her eye. She cracks me up. I am going to miss not taking care of her everyday.

The kids had a snow day yesterday and another one today. Yesterday we went see a movie.

I am almost half way through my first book of the year. I will probably finish it this weekend. Expect a review in the coming days. Only 24.5 books left to read.

I am waiting for people to respond to my request for information regarding their childcare ads. I really dislike waiting on other people.